Today I have done something I have never done before. Studied on Sunday. I struggled whether to study or not, but my ox is in the mire. I have to take 2 finals in the next two days, I have not had the time to study as I want for the finals, especially since I have missed a lot of school. So today was rather uneventful. I did get some pictures of my son. He is getting so big and handsome. I can believe it. It also saddens me that I have not seen him in so long. I know I am missing him grow up, and its killing me. I will be doing everything I can to get back in his life so I will not miss a minute more than I have to.
I do not know what I want to write about, I have been trying to keep my mind busy with school work and I still need to study for tomorrow so I am hesitant to start writing a lot because I know I will get all emotional and stuff and it will be hard to refocus on my studies. While studying I have to keep reminding myself that doing this task is difficult but its for my family. I need to get an education and finish so that I can provide for my family. That one day my wife will be able to stay at home. I want to provide the support necessary to support my family. I do not want her having to work also just to make ends meet. The next few days the posts probably will be short. I need to finish the tasks on hand to continue to the valley below and eventually up towards my family. I love my wife. I love my son. 2/4ever
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