Dec 22nd

Today not a whole lot, tried to find things to do that doesn't cost money. Thus I have been reading and trying to do research on future choices. I added more photos of my son and wife to my phone. It helps when I feel lonely, depressed, hopeless, and/or tempted to look at their faces and be reminded about memories. It is all I can have, photos and memories. I love them so much. They motivate me to keep my spirits high and keep enduring. Yesterday we read scriptures as a family. It felt really good. I felt as though I was able to start a step to returning and strengthening y broken family. Just being able to do something concrete and say yes I have done something to reunite my family. I hope to never lose this feeling and desire to read scriptures as a family. I have been hoping we could do it again today, but my amazing wife has been super busy with our son and work. Until we are physically together again, we will be harder to find time for it. I am in no way blaming her that we didn't read, I understand it is so much harder when we are separate and add on her responsibilities for our son and work. I just hope we can do it enlighten that when we are together again it will be more natural and we can develop it into a daily habit. I think I'm off to bed, I do not have a whole lot on my mind at this moment to write about. I love my Savior. I love my wife. I love my son. 2/4ever